Feelings (this isn't a poem)

Im so stupid for testing myself. I thought the reason why I always thought about hEr, was because I was with hEr all the time, and not because of an irregular change of feelings. But as we are separate and I continue thinking about hEr I realize that I shouldn't have tested my feelings. And as I quiz my self over and over again, I realize how I am just establishing standars on feelings... Solution... Just feel.